"Sorry, I don't understand moron language."

Today is officially e most mixed up day of my life. First, I find out he does’nt like me, which is fine, cos I don’t either. Besides, my frens were being real great today. Thanks tons! I love you guys! Don’t noe what I’d do without you.. For those who don’t noe the whole story, don’t make me recount previous stuff please. So, They wrote on this piece of paper with these pledges I said Here’re some quotes courtesy of the anti- ......comm,

is a moron and I don’t understand moron language( i particularly LOVE this self-created phrase!)

idiotic…

faecile antics

I will not be intimidated by other women

I don’t care abt…

Free from worries.

So there. At first I was real pissed cos he did’nt tell me himself. And that was the thing which made me mad. I mean did it ever occur to him that telling them before me was way worse than just telling me straight to my face. I could therefore indirectly imply that he totally assumed my feelings which makes me feel so stupid! Somehow or other. I also created this pissed off smilie. Which is so adorable!(during lit btw) It has hidden letters which spell ****. Audrey saw it when i drew it for sarah and could'nt believe that i did something so vulgar. haha. It was'nt really. Its just adn innocent smilie. For the innocent pissed off people.

Anyways, I did’nt noe how to feel, pissed, angry, sad?! Or to just forget it. So thanks to the excellent advice of my frens, I decided to forget about it. And we had this really cool jar where we put ….. so funny. Oh ya, Clarissa, b4 I forget, Iam not mad, at least not for the reason you think. Mad cos he did’nt tell him himself. Which was the main factor which contributed to most pple, who originally had a good impression, to think otherwise and get mad too.( Now I sound like Iam writing some history essay. The main factor thing.lols.) So I stayed back, and I actually won my chess game—with the state of mind I was in I did’nt think I could.. With a sec 4/1 girl too.. So I went home, still feeling so unsure. And he actually replied my message from yesterday, which totally reinforced how pissed I kinda was. After saying some stuff, he asks whether we can still be frens.I want to be friends still, don’t get me wrong but, I noe myself and I noe I won’t be able to after wat happened. The whole impression of him being frank is totally lost. And u noe what, once its lost, it can never be found again. I was like, Okay, fine. Whatever. to bein frens.which isn't as bad as totally shovin him off! Which Iam capable of FYI. Then someone tells me this thing which I really don’t want to say but it just made me SO pissed!!!!!!!!!! I mean, you apologize and say you’re really are sorry and now this. One last piece of advice, don’t say sorry if you don’t mean it or if you have this sense of IMAGINARY pity. I mean what the… But you noe what, Iam dead happy!!! Cos now I noe how I feel! Totally, absolutely, undeniably and PERFECTLY pissed ( hey, I used mrs Stephen’s triple adjective descriptive thing.haha) Problem solved. End of story. So over. So through. So yesterday. So glad.