Monday, December 12, 2005
heys..was @ my grandma's hse last night..with my cousins!josh and sonya...so fun!haha.son and i were like laughing SO much..we need to go do our nails together cuz...when u come back..
and here's my reflections..can i just ask ONE favour;
--for those who don't get it, DON'T ask.for those who get it, don't care.
CASE ONE1.you're NOT always right.NEITHER am I.2.don't waste ur breath3.forget it.I'm wasting my breathCASE TWO
1.I CARE.
2.I genuinely do.
3.and ur honestly one person i can turn to.and vice-versa.know tt.
4.thanks.
CASE THREE1.sighs//.its hard.2.i don't know why i'm like this.i don't know why i'm acting like this.i don't noe why i'm feeling like this okay.don't ask.its makes it worse.3.i can't lie FOR NUTS.4.sighs.5.i'm so sorry.i am.we're drifting.somehow or other.CASE FOUR
1.its not my problem ur having drastic MOOD swing.like perpetually.
2.shee-sh.
3.didn't even tell me yourself. why?cos u didn't dare.shee-sh.ask someone else to tell me.
4.there wasn't even a queue FYI//.and ten to twenty mins is a LONG time.FYI//.
CASE FIVE1.sighs.how to tell u.2.do i even want to.CASE SIX(me)
1.ahhh.shoot.i'm gonna cry.
did i mention that i won my chess comp on saturday! i won the ladies prize!i had e highest score out of all the females there..so i got $50 bicks..clarisse also!!
P.S. Sorry if any of the above hurts u in any way whatsoever.its just smth cathartic which i need right now.when i've got no one to turn to.
sprinkled in glitter.
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