Thursday, February 16, 2006
I've got it all, but I feel so deprived
I go up, I come down and I'm emptier inside
Tell me what is this thing that I feel like I'm missing
And why can't I let it go
There's gotta be more to life...
Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me
Cause the more that I'm...
Trippin' out thinkin' there must be more to life
Well it's life, but I'm sure... There's gotta be more
I've got the time and I'm wasting it slowly
Here in this moment I'm half-way out the door
Onto the next thing, I'm searching for something that's missingwent to make my ic (:so fast.. i want to paint my toenails ORANGE AND BLACK!hee. see whether got time.. gotta study for hist and geog tests tmr!WHOOOSH.i'm SO retarded man.ha.been reflecting once again//. gah. i'm going to be crapping alot if i type out what i'm thinking here. oh well. need to thrash out.so right, if you see stuff you dont quite get, or is stupid, or you think its with reference to you. nvm la. i'm just thinking. yup (:its very random too.. yups.
If I touch a burning candle I can feel no pain
In the ice or in the sun it's all the same
Yet I feel my heart is aching
Though it doesn't beat it's breaking
And the pain here that I feel
Try and tell me it's not real
I know that I am dead
Yet it seems that I still have some tears to shed
have you seen corpse bride?that show has such a nice storyline.i totally cried my heart out at the ending k. the songs are nice too. esp, Tears to Shed.. the one emily sang when victor said he didn't like her.. and the spider and the maggot were trying to convince her she was great. great voice whoever sang that part emily sang. SO sad.... really. and e ending when voctor said he would marry her... was making such a sacrifice. how many of us would do that! then in the end, emily let him marry victoria. s touching.... and she turned into butterflies..... wow. perfect fairytale ending.why cant life be how we want it to be.. the ppl whom u like to like you..i just dont see what i dont have that u want. what did i do wrong. not having a special someone is sad. not that i want someone special to care for because of peer pressure or anything.
sprinkled in glitter.
12:39 PM
