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Friday, September 29, 2006

i shall not post about ytd's lunch.
HURR HURR HURR.

learn your ABCs centre!
HAHA. jessica was the first to receive the cert. of distinction.
HAHAHA.
shall leave some pictures here.
and let them speak for themselves.

universal alphabetical proportions (:

x and y in realation to each letter only.

all our handwriting.
mine
amanda
jessica
su anne
shirin 's.

intensive coursework.

my new book.
the colours are funny cos my sister's camera is SO COOL. yeaaa.

mmhmm! happy children's day!

yeah. sunday's coming.
and exams.

this week is record.

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8:18 PM

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

COLOURS
The garden shimmered gently in a peaceful haze, bathing delicately at each dew-laden dawn, blossoming through high sunny noon tides, languishing in each crimson-tinted twilight that heralded the soft darkness of September nights…I closed the book, it was nothing short of an unreal fantasy. My attempt to fall asleep had once again been to no avail. Memories haunted me, as I tried to sleep and what had once been my dreams turned into the nightmares of reality.

My life was dull, nothing short of colourless. Left orphaned at the age of thirteen, adolescence made it hard for me to understand the fluxive changes which took place. The demise of my mother had left my father and me in the darkness. The part of life when there never seemed to be any rainbows, or visions of the crimson sun rising over a horizon, brushing pale streaks of pink and gold on the gray mist over calm sea waters. My father had turned to drug abuse to cope with the loss. Seeing traces of white powder on the kitchen table was just one of the few signs that had not been left unnoticed by me.

The day dawned humid and grey. Soon, dark cloud masses bunched in a lowering sky. I awoke to the gray walls of my room, which resembled a worn out white ironing board cover, which were pale throughout the day. My entire room was a lack of colour. A possible reflection of its owner. Although I stayed in a house large enough to accommodate another two persons, my father and I stayed in the house, as two separate individuals, seldom acknowledging one another. It was also for this lack of care in the household, that the back garden had been left untended. Weeds had conquered the ground and brown puddles of mud lay in the uneven areas of the soil. My entire background was in a squalid state.

Even school seemed dull to me. Back in primary school, a year ago, our desks were grey, and mine seemed paler than the rest. Marks made with my rusty penknife found a haunt on my desk top, saving my skin from scars. I walked to school daily, alone. Seen as a typical teen, the kind associated with listening to heavy metal music, I was never given the chance and never found the opportunity to let others step into my life, to break open that inner oyster shell, to reveal the soft pink insides and to discover the iridescent pearl within. Few attempted getting to know me, due to this unseen sign which seemed to hover above me, telling others to leave me alone. Teachers who noticed my lack of colour seemed not to care. I told myself that I wanted the help, that I needed that hand to be stuck out, so that I could take hold of it, and step back into the abyss of reality, and yet, it never came.

Afternoon shadows lengthen as the day draws to a close. It soon became nightfall and the new moon was up. It hung like a fresh minted coin in a still, cloudless sky of midnight blue. The trees in the neighbourhood stood like timeless sentinels, watching my every move through the four glass panels of my room window. Spider webs, long abandoned, clung to the corners and dust lay on the window sill. Photo frames stand displayed, in a dark corner, with the shadow reaching the edge of the table, darkening the photos. From my bed, the photos seem black and white, missing colour. They bring about memories, of the times spent with my mother-the days when there was colour in my life. The room is dark, with light emanating from my study table against the wall, opposite my bed. I watch the full moon move silently behind pillowy night-cloud formations and it hung in the blanket of the night sky. My vision soon fades as I slip into sleep.

The new day dawned in a haze of soft sunlight. Overhead, the sky was a delicate blue with small white clouds scudding along on the breeze. The flood of morning sunlight penetrated the shadows, melting them into a yellowy haze of light. I prepared myself for school and before I knew it, I was out of the house, somewhat escaping its pallid grasp. However, my influence by this lack of colour was reflected in my attire. Dressed from head to toe in shades of black and gray, I seemed to resemble the dark, gloomy clouds on a rainy day; the kind people wished did not exist. Somehow or other, I found it hard to dress in colour, especially when my surroundings were not half as vibrant as I had wished. Nonetheless, I traveled to school, with a tinge of enthusiasm on my part, after all, it was a new term, and it would provide me with a chance to start anew-or so I hoped.

The new school seemed monstrous -with red curtains along the frames of panes, the windows seemed like scary eyes, and the doorway into the school, the mouth of a monster, swallowing students as they so willingly walked into the locker-filled hallways. Putting aside my fear of being ostracized, I too walked through the doorway, like the one dark window among a thousand brightly lit ones. Students in the hallway, my potential classmates, seemed to have been forewarned of my attendance. Less than a hundred metres from the entrance, I had already attracted more stares than that which I had anticipated. I failed to recognize my being different from the others, to acknowledge that lack of colour. There came a day, however, when things began to pick up, bringing the colour back into my otherwise, pallid life.

I observed many students in the hallway, though one caught my eye. There was something different about her. I had not seen her before, chances were she was not from around here. She stood out from those in cliques, and yet she seemed to fit in. She wore a turquoise blouse with a radiant, lime green beaded bracelet. She dressed resplendently and her jeans, though dark blue, seemed a bright colour. She wore a pair of spaghetti sauce red and crimson orange sneakers with ivory-white shoelaces. Upon further observation did I realize her shoelaces had tiny rainbows on them. The clash of colour seemed not to affect her and she bore herself slim and graceful as a willow wand, with beautiful sienna skin faintly tinged with rose. Her smooth straight hair was dark brown and wound around her head in a plait, tied up like a crown, and giving her a regal air that complimented her whole appearance. Sunlight flooded down from the window panels at the sides of the hallway, etching small pools of light on the floor, and the rays seemed to be a spotlight on this girl.

Perhaps it was because of the fact that I was caught staring at her that she approached me, to say hello. We exchanged names and I thought that Amitola was a nice enough girl, who seemed to understand me. We spent time in classes together, learning more about one another with each period. As time passed, she got to know me well and we spent time during recess just chatting. I soon found out from her that she was Native American and that she too came from a broken family. At first, I failed to understand how Amitola could live such a colourful life.

The first day of the new term seemed to have passed by so quickly, leaving me more eager to return the next day. That night, the sky was clear and dark, and a slight breeze stirred the air. A silvery cloud drifted over the houses, its edges glowing with ruddy light cast from the moon which was cradled between two houses. I slept well that night, and before I went to bed, I managed to say goodnight to my father. It seemed as though part of this girl had rubbed off on me.

The sun rose the next morning with a glorious conflagration of pink and yellow. The golden sunlight gave a glow to each of the houses in my neighbourhood. The glow seemed more radiant on my house than all the others since it had normally been in darkness. I met Amitola at the traffic light near school and we walked there together. The school day passed quickly, and before I knew it, I found myself saying bye to her, as we parted, and accepting a small pouch, made out of animal fur, from Amitola. The content being more important, I rushed home to open it. Upon reaching home and entering my room, I pulled the string loose and out it fell.

A piece of thick thread with seven different colours which had been woven together to form this friendship band. A single tear slid down my cheek, for the significance of the colours it held was great. Red, orange, yellow, blue, green, indigo and violet, the colours brought back into my life. I walked to my room window and drew the curtains. The rays of sunlight streamed gloriously through the glass. Darkness and shadow were no longer to be an element in the house. I opened my room window allowing more light in, etching pools on my room floor. Sunlight sparkled on the photograph frames which had been left in the shadows and the spider webs, along the corners of the window pane, had become glittering filigree as each dew drop turned it into a scintillating jewel.

Floods of silver sunlight from a pale cloudless sky entered my room, invited. It was because of Amitola that the colour had been brought back into my life, it was for our blossomed friendship. The sunlit late afternoon stretched into a warm evening turning the walls of my room a rosy hue, with the speckle of golden dust motes drifting lazily on the rays of the setting sun. The last rays of the sun sent slender slivers of ruby and gold from behind a purple-blue cloud bank as I stared at the photographs along the staircase in my house. Light which had flooded in through the window gave each memory an orange glow, a glow of happiness and colour. In every smile, in every photograph, was colour.

The next morning was glorious, for it was a new day. Dawn came pearly gray, shot with shafts of peach and dusky pink as the sun broke the eastern horizon with the break of dawn. I dressed in shades of blue, reflecting the sky. A pair of pink and gold dangling earrings complimented my wavy hair as I stepped out of my house and into the direct path of sunshine. I tied the friendship band round my wrist, a constant reminder of the colour in my life, and the friendship I had with her. I could not wait to see Amitola, to exhibit the change in me, the change she had influenced. It was soon recess, and I was still unable to find her. No one else seemed to notice her disappearance. During recess, I was invited to a table with a group of my classmates and proceeded to join them. I got to learn about each of them and before long, I had more friends then I could count.

I left school that day, puzzled. Late afternoon sunlight stenciled my shadow which was shaped in soft pink relief on the cement foot path. Where could she be? It was not like her to skip school. This continued for the next few days and soon, days became months. As time passed, I found time to decorate the back garden. I planted rows of flowers, the softly coloured patches mixed with the unmarked boundaries of emerald grass. My relationship with my father has also improved, he sends me to school every morning and we spend valuable time at counseling sessions, strengthening our bond.

Many months have passed since I last saw Amitola. Then, one afternoon, I decided to tidy my study table, to make it more presentable in light of my change. As I cleared out the dust coated items on my shelf, a book fell out -a baby names directory. A single page was bookmarked with a faded friendship band, its memory still lingering. The name I saw on the bookmarked page had a refreshed meaning, for it was only then that I realized that the Native American name, Amitola, meant rainbow. I looked out into the window and gazed into a Caribbean blue sky. Clouds scudded along with the breeze and I saw a magnificent arch of colours, shining with a soft quivering light. The end of the rainbow was in my back garden. Watching from my room window, I whispered thanks, for she was the palette which added colour to my life -she was the rainbow.

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7:17 PM

HAHA.

art!
the deadline for everything has been pushed to after all exams.
OH YEAH.
thats one bit of work off my back.
though i personally find it annoying that i have to redraw my character design stuff! cos the four views are supposed to be on a separate piece of paper.

TSK yeah.
nothing much to blog about today.
oh, i saw mr ang at the coffee shop on my way home from school.
he looked busy though.. so i didnt say hi.

haha, yup.
had mass today.
it was great when father simon set the birds free in the hall.
i personally found it very symbolic.

mmhmm.

well, i got the themes for this year's eoy art exam.
GOOD themes.

quite easy to expand on, which means, harder to make a choice. AH.
i'm prolly gonna work more with poster paints this time round.
yea.
i havent painted in AGES.

so yeah.
i'll prolly blog abt it once i know what i'm doing.
.
OMG yeah.
and i saw the sjii booklet today!
SHUCKS.
i look okay la.
but fairer. HAHA.
and for the classroom demo thing HAHA, omgoodness. the guy who's hand i was holding was mich ee. HAHA. omg. i didnt know! even when i saw the pict today!
i saw him in another photo, told amanda he was there and she was like ' yea! he's the one whose hand you had to hold!' HAHA.

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6:26 PM

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

random photo blogging.

i think this photo speaks a lot. not for me la. haha.
the last thing i need is to get attached.

i like colours.
imagine if i was that slim. SIGHS.
maybe thats me in the photo. HAHAHA. think about it.

hey,
when i said sorry.
i meant it.
i didnt just say it for fun.

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5:31 PM

and you realise how much you miss that care.

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5:23 PM

i shall blog in an attempt to forget my troubles.

1)Spell your first name backwards: ahtnamas

2)The story behind your msn name:
haha. eug's blog song.

3)Where do you live?
er? those who know know me should know.

{DESCRIBE YOUR}
1)Wallet: funny brownish and longish VOLCOM wallet with e blue-turquoise button.

2)Pillow cover: pink, purple and blue.

3)Coffee cup: all blue.

4)Favorite pants: jeans?

5)Whats in your stereo right now: photograph, there can be miracles, dream a little dream of me, when i fall in love, your call and running after you.

6)What you are wearing now: black singlet and blue shorts.

7)Hair: shorter than previously. but still tie-able.

8)What's in your head??: the poem i just wrote.

9)Talking to: no one. though i should be soon.

10)Some of your favorite movies: LOTR, Narnia, harry potter, quest for camelot, merlin.
as you can see. i strongly believe in fairytales, dreams, wishes and unicorns.

11)Do you like incense: the one during mass sometimes? oh yes.

12)Do you believe in love: totally.

13)Do you believe in soul mates: naturally.

14)Do you believe in love at first sight?: nu-uh.

15)Do you believe in forgiveness: definitely.

16)What's something you wish you could understand better: er. morons. and why they're morons.

17)Who havent you seen for a long time?: laura, lisa, sarah and sasha!

18)Hair length: er. slightly more than until my shoulder.

19)Birthday: sa23rd jan. around cny.

20)Star Sign:er? cant you tell. aquarius.

21)Siblings: younger brother and younger sister.

22)Left or right handed: RIGHT.

23)Hair color: a nice shade of brown, but only under the sun.

24)Eye colour: veru sautrated brown.

25)Shoe size: same as my mum.

26)Full name: Samantha Ann (michaela) Branson

27)Nicknames: SAM.

28)Email address: you should know. if you know know me.

29)Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend: not attached. loads of GIRLFRIENDSSSS!

30)Ever liked a teacher: ew no.

31)Do you do drugs: noHAHA, no way.

32)What kind of shampoo do you use: sunsilk! same as paul twohill. TSK.

33)What are you most scared of: cockroaches. esp FLYING ones.

34)What are you listening to right now: there can be miracles.

35)What car do you wish to have: MINI COOPER (:

36)Where do you want to get married?: church!

37)How many messenger buddies: A LOT. and too lazy to count.

{FAVOURITE}
1)Colour: turquoise
2)What's your fav food: lobster bisque soup.
3)What's your fav subjects in school: ART.
4)What's your fav animal: HORSE.
5)What's your fav sport: CHESS (: and cycling, if it counts.
6)Given anyone a bath?: (er?) my favourite? HAHA. weird and the qn's irrelevent to the heading.. anyways. NOPE.
7)Bungee jumped: nope.
8)Broken the law?:no la.
9)made yourself throw-up: no way.
10)Ran into a glass door?: only anged into corners
11)Gone skinny dipping: er? duh no.
12)Made yourself cry to get out of trouble: haha, i dont think so.
13)nearly hit by a car: YAH. in church.
14)Gotten Drunk?: nuh uh.
15)Ever killed anything: yea. ants, cockroaches. insects in general.
16)Laugh so hard u peed in ur pants: not that i can rmb.
17)Got arrested?: NOPE.

{Fill this out bout ur dream bf/gf}
1)skirt or pants or shorts: SHORTS?

2)Tall or Short: taller than me.

3)Long Hair or Short: SHORT.

4)Body or Personality: a balance.

5)Good/Bad:generally good, but once in awhile bad. like me? HAHA.

6)Hair Up or Down: UP

7)Sporty or Classy: anything

8)Chicken or Not Afraid: not afraid la.

9)older or younger than you: older please if not same age but no older than three years.

{ random}
1)Do you like filling these out?: when i'm bored. feeling stupid. bo liao. yea i guess.

2)How many people are you sending this to?: none. cos i'm blogging it.

3)How many people will send this back?: ditto.

4)What was the last film you saw at the movies: MONSTERHOUSE

5)R u still a virgin?: DUH.

6)Best friend or friends that stand out: best friendS

okay. i'm not doing this anymore.
BYE.

okay. i'm officially down.

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4:24 PM

where unicorns run free
where hippogriffs roam the eternal skylines
where mystical dragons breathe warmth into the air
a place that i knew

the place that i knew.
where i could go and spend my time.
watching each colour of the rainbow slowly grow across the sky.
unhindered.
unchecked.
unchallenged.

till it started to rain.
and the colours got muddied.
and now matter how hard i tried to change it.
the colours just kept getting muddier and muddier.
till they were just one mix of pistachio brown.

the day i saw all those colours again.
i wasn't really seeing them.
they were just layers and layers atop the muddied brown.

and now i've come to realise.
everytime it rains. the colours get muddied again.
till all i'm left with is a thick pile of muddied brown.

and like yeah. you never really see the rainbow again.

and no matter how hard i try, i just cant cheer myself up.
always others, not myself.
it's so weird.

ah shit. i feel like crap now.

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4:11 PM

hello world. fine. i'm a bitch.
like so?

English oral today was alright.
I want to be a pyrotechnician when I grow up (:
English exam was quite easy.
I did the descriptive as usual. My closing line was like so funny.
‘the rush hour had not been defeated’ haha.

Cos the last para was about the lady leaving the crowded mrt to take a cab, queueing for SO LONG, then finally catching the scent of lavender air freshener. Then the last part was like. She gently touched up her make up, purposely ignoring the traffic jam outside. THE RUSH HOUR HAD NOT BEEN DEFEATED. Hahaha. So funny. And I was so bored I had like ten minutes to spare, so I wrote traffic jam and bread on my qn paper. And recopied out the whole last para for FUN (:

And I just realised I’ve got a cut near my thumb. Which hurts quite a bit. Yeaaa.

I’m prolly getting my letter tmr (: haha, okay, let’s call it mail!
i like getting mail.
haha.

i should just stop being what i am, who i am.
cos somehow or other someone always has some petty problem with me.
but yeah, you guys help me hold on.
and remind me.
that those angels i saw weren't really that far away at all.

and like yeah! i dont expect everyone to like me right!
i doubt there's anyone in the world who doesnt have an enemy.

could you whisper in my ear the things you wanna feel.

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4:00 PM

Sunday, September 24, 2006

thomson plaza ytd !
THAI FOOD.
the green curry is like WAH. so nice. can live on that and pineapple rice la.
aha.

then godma came also.. SO.
we went shopping!
tabitha and i were supposed to choose a book each. BUT popular had like nothing!
and daddy alrdy bought me a book ytd!
OMG.
i used to watch the cartoon when i was a small kid la! just like redwall! my favouritest book ever. i used to watch the cartoon too on Eureka last time. AHA.

iddie was at thomson plaza too! but i didnt see her ):

anyways!
i ended up with a new top!

ABERCROMBIE&FITCH.

it says peace at the side!

and it's got doves or some kind of bird in the middle in dark gray.
it's like quite tight, i could fit the S, but i thought i better get the M. HAHA.
NB: the picture is cropped properly. it's just damn skinny. HAHAHA. -.-"
it makes me look so ~~slim~~ much slimmer.
so yeah! i'm gonna wear it todaaaaay.
the shop had like nice nice a&f tops la! and for like around twenty bucks!
yup.

massing again today! at holy trinity! in the evening.

yea. OH YEAH.
i saw jess ytd! before catechism! OMG. i screamed la! i miss her soooo much can!

then class. heard uly saying smth abt justin and i heard my name -.-" errr. yeah.

then CHOIR! i know i know, i look like a malay. haha, at least when i speak i won't look so weird. AHA.
josh sat next to me and nat at mass. so cute la he! but so naughty. tsk. lucky i had my espeon figure to keep him occupied. HAHA.

yup. then macs after mass.
eugene, marcus, melvin and marc.

melvin ah. HAHA. WAAAAAAH.
lol.i'm SPEECHLESS.

marcus give the thing to alex yes! even though he'll be coming to church next week..

then i left at 7.38.
and reached home at 7.45 on the dot!
i was supposed to be home by 7.45pm.
HAHA. yeaaa.

i know i know, see.
i got lucky. haha, because right,
at obs.
mag told me.

catch a leaf when it's falling from a
tree and you'll be lucky for a day.

well, what can i say! hahaha.

MAGELLAN WHOOOOOOOOSH.
post obs reunion please! after exams.

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12:42 PM

omg.
my pretty EARRINGS.
(they're not exactly MY pretty earrings since i havent gotten them yet.)
found a picture of them online! haha, thank goodness for the Accessorize website. tsk
it's like the nicest shop ever for accessories la.
haha, but it's like damn ex cos they're imported! haha.
the ones i really want to get from Raffles Place!
but it's like $33.90.
and once i get them, i'll be as good as broke. TSK.

OMG. so pretty.

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12:42 PM

Saturday, September 23, 2006

1.Single,taken or crushing?
smashing single.

2.Are u happy with ur life?
YEAH, I AM (: very.

3.When you meet the right person, would u fall in love with him fast?
naturally. if he's the right person. yeah.

4.Have u ever had ur heart broken?
yes.

5.Do u believe that there are certain circumstances when cheating is acceptable?
are you so kidding me! SHUCKS! never.

6.Would u ever take back someone who cheated on u?
i'll think about it.

7.Have u talked about marriage with another before?
haha, of course la!

8.Do u want children?
YES! at least two.

9.How many?
er. at least two

10.Would u consider adoption?
DEFINITELY.

11.If somebody likes u now, wad do u think is the best way for him to let u know of his feelings?
telling me face to face. yea. or writing me a letter.

12. do u enjoy getting into relationships?
getting into? no.. cos it's means you would've have had to have broke up. ebign in one. er? from the last one i kinda had. not entirely.

14.Do you believe in love at 1st sight?
nope.though it is the first step that makes you want to get to know a person better.

15.Do you believe that you can change someone?
YES.

16.Are you romantic?
i can be.

17.If you could get married anywhere, where would it be?
somewhere with a rainbow in the sky.

18.Do you easily give in when you are fighting?
NO WAY.

19.Have you ever wished you could have had someone but you messed it up?
er? yea.

20.Do you have feelings for someone right now?
haha, not really. nope.

21.Have you ever broken a heart?
yea. make that heartS.

22.If one day your best friend fell in love with the guy whom you are deeply in love with, what would you do?
if he liked her too, let her be with him.
i'd lose interest eventually.

23.Are you missing someone now?
oh yeah man. SO FREAKING MUCH.

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11:21 AM

''Ooo-la-la. So Lifestyle's writers ruffled quite a few feathers in their recent article about IJ Girls being, well, um, you know what lah.''
quoted.

when i read the thing last sunday. i was like. ER! WTH! OMG! how can they say that!
and what is with that picture of the girl smoking!

hello.
focus on the positive can! there are girls who wear they belt low and stuff but still! that doesnt mean they havent got an ij heart. or that they're sluts.

TSK!
how can they say that!
OMG.
it makes us seem so low!
and whats with the 'bad rep aside'!
doesnt ij have a rep for being one of the more prestigious schools.
girls well spoken, good mannered, polite.

and will someone please explain what is wrong with being allegedly easy when it comes to the opposite sex!

IJ SPIRIT.
thats what they should've said.
so what if we dont have a school spirit as strong as sji!
like HELLO.
you should have seen us at obs.
everyone cheering everyone on.
everyone sharing food.
sricking together. all those words of encouragement.
and on the last day!
all together.
even if i didnt really know you, and you dont even see me around school, i knew you at camp!
singing our school song, with such pride.
such pride to hail from IJTP.
SUCH PRIDE.

and about the alumni thing!
Koh Cheng Mun and Irene Ang were from IJ too!
and the late ELIZABETH CHOY.

TSK.
one article isnt gonna make us feel low. nuh-uh, it isnt
it's gonna make us realise how much stronger we are.
to realise that for us to have defended IJ,
we're not just what that article said.

you cant sum up IJ in a paragraph.
and yet you can in one line.
SIMPLE IN VRTUE, STEADFAST IN DUTY.

we dont forget our friends, we stay by their side.
we dont leave them on the floor when they fall, we pick them up.
when they're losing the race, we wait for them, and we all win together.
when we feel threatened, we dont!, we stick together.

sing along with me ij girls.
sing loud, sing proud.

the ij spirit's living on.
it's stretching far and far beyond.
it's never gonna die, it's gonna live, in each of us.
and we will keep it burning burning strong.
the flame of zest lies in us all along.
always inspiring us, to go on.

and as long as we dont forget that.
we'll be true blue ij girls.

Every child who leaves CHIJ Secondary:
will be equipped to continue her education beyond secondary level
will be confident, competent, compassionate and ready to serve society

In her hand will be her "O" Level Certificate
In her heart will be the capacity to love till it hurts
In her limbs will be strength and vigour
In her mind will be sharpness and power of choice
In her soul will be an ongoing thirst for perfection

sprinkled in glitter.
10:29 AM

OBS WAS A BLAST.

heads up and geyt ready for a freaking long post.
a post as long as the distance mobile sea had to kayak.
here goes (:

DAY ONE.
we reached camp two and were sorted!
i was in MAGELLAN!
with gabby, joy, chow, teow, mars, mad, gil from ij.
and nadiah, nadiyah, hafiz, aiman, taufik and sangeet from changkat changi sec.

quite happy with the watch.
sorted the store.
saw the food! which i will elaborate on LATER
did belaying etc etc etc.

dinner!
we had to eat half cooked rice cos it took SO LONG TO COOK LA.

DAY TWO!
the fun begins!
rock climbing! didnt go all the way!
dan hard to grip the rocks la! TSK.
drank quite a bit of water.

kayaking in the afternoon! SHUCKS!
i had to always be the lucky freak to hold on the buoy rope when we rafted up. my arms were damn tired la! plus, it got too choppy, so me and mad were the only ones who didnt do the capsize and rescue drills -.-"
kayaked to camp one!
dinner was GREAT. compared to half cooked, semi hard rice.
dinner at the cookhouse!
OMG. rice and fish and chicken! SO NICE PLEASE.
aha, i wore the josephian shirt. damn funny la. the instructors were suaning me.
got sea sick a little. was like SWAYING and bobbing. haha, in my head only. TSK.

DAY THREE.
did the ropes course at camp one! the ship on land. managed to reach the end. scary can!
everytime the wind blows like WHOOSH, the whole cord sways.
then then then.

kayaked againnn.
MOBILE SEAAAAA!
-Magellan!
-Junkooooo
-Hillaryyyyyy (dufff)
-Livingstone.

reached camp three, pitched tents.
the guys were so gentlemanly la.
they let the girls sleep on the grass, while the slept on top of rocks.
peeuing in the sea is like. how the POW's go into the sea to get shot can! HAHA. damn funny.
i bathed with soap in the sea with amanda! AHHAHA. damn retarded.

sentry duty! OMGGG.
damn scary.
slept in a tent with teow, marissa and mad every night btw.
we went around banging the camping stick cos we were damn scared. SO DARK OKAY!
but! at night! no wild boars! AHAHA. good enough for me.
had a very comfortable time sleeping. no sarcasm.

PRICK HEAT POWDER IS SO HOOOOOOLING. (hot and cooling)
four of us were damn retarded la! OMG.
we put powder EVERY WHERE.
after that ah.
wahhhhh piaaaang!
damn cold la!
damn funny. we were like. OMGGGG. owwww. cold lehhh.
and we were lying with our shirts up comparing abs. AHA.
and teow and i had a funny convo bout guys, school stereotypes, brothers, sisters and presents.

DAY FOUR!
set out for camp two again.
kayaked for EIGHT HOURS. time excludes the time taken to carry out the kayaks in semi-darkness and to unpitch tents in TOTAL darkness. (at like what 5am!?)
kayaked.
kayaked.
kayaked.
kayaked.
kayaked.
kayaked.
breaked about every hour.
conditions started out good, but eventually got rough.
it rained as we were less then half an hour away from camp two.
some boats got stuck in rocks!
and i was REALLY tired.
akmal and jumari were like so retarded!
trying to read the map in the water.
and after a few of the girls pee-d, akmal needed to.
so he went in, and like, swallowed sea cum pee water.
everyone around the few kayaks were EEW-ing.

AHAHA. yea.
singing! ahaha.
hidayah and me and HSM songs.
isabelle and her. AHHHH. (sighs) i can imagine _____ with his shirt off.
TSKKKKK.

i sang a lot. it just gave me strength somehow? YEAHHHH.

when we reached back at camp two.
i swear i would have kissed the ground la.

SO HAPPY.
SO REWARDING.
SO TIRED.

washed up and all, then pitched tents, packed the store, had dinner. and slept.
had a good convo with the watch bout what we'd d when we got home.
what we cant live without.
and school..

haha. shucks. i got suaned when i fed aiman with my spoon cos he wanted to try the vergetable soup. TSK.
got suaned earlier too cos he has the same shoes! HAHA. yeaaa.

oh and randomly, thank GOODNESS i brought my foot deodorant.
i would've died of poisonous fumes if i didnt.

then yea. the fourth night! before lights out Junko was playing TRUTH OR DARE.
and i had my most malu-ating experience throughout camp.

WAHHHHH PIANG!
MAGDALENE LIM!
GERALDINE SOH!
NATASHA GOUW!
LAURA TAAAAN!
of all the people to choose ! why me! HAHA.
TSSKKKKKK.

mag and geri: COME COME!! follow us to toilet! we want to ask you smth!
me:(hafway to the toilet) why cant you just tell me now!
then they run off. er?
me: WAH LAUUUUUUU. waste my time la! MAAAAAAAAAG!
next thing i knew, i was standing in the middle of the huge court with jumari standing opposite me.
he:er, i've got smth to tell you. evry since the start of the cmp, i've had FEEEEEEELINGSS for you.
me: okay. er. look for me tmr if you really mean it, and they didnt set you up to do this. (runs off to block seven.

WAHHHH! so malu la! i didnt know what to say..
and he was like damn nervous la! rocking with his arms behind his back. TSK.

YEAHHH! haha.
i'm so TAN NOW.
i can pass off as a malay.
i'm not sunburnt at all, cept on my scalp, where i didnt put sunblock. amazingly, i didnt get injured! HAHAAHAHA.
and i only got tewo mosquito bites.
i did a fair bit of screaming though. omg. this big grasshopper landed on me! WHAT YOU EXPECT!

yea la. rather even tan.cept for my awful now accentuated sockline. and my fingers! cos when you hold the paddle you hands are together. so in between never gets tan. ER. look awful. stress on the awful.

took a lot of photos.. said bye to changkat changi! so sadddd.
sang the school song, and ij spirit song. so touching la! see all the ij girls together. A. we were a loud bunch. when the schools were chanting their names, ours was loudest and undoubtedly the most high-pitched. AHA.
reached back.

well. when we reached mainland singapore. we sang HOME. HAHA.
so nice la.

all the ij girls( most la) and ccss peeps took bus together.
wah. so crowded. and no air con la.

anyways. i'm HOME NOW! oh yeahhh.
no words can express how happy i am to be home, and yet sad to have left ubin ):

went shopping last night. RAFFLES CITY! Mos burger for dinner.
coke never tasted SO GOOD.
air con never felt so nice.
wearing a skirt never felt so er weird.

got a new book.
the animals of farthing wood! i used to watch the show when i was a kid la. yeaaaah.

so i'm back now. and i wont be going anywhere (:

tag replies!

jess- YEAH MAN! missed you guys loads! wait till you see my TAN. ahahahahaha.
alex- YEAHHHH! haha.
iddie- THANKS DEARR!
rach- haha, yeahhh. you were right!
MAG! YEAH LA YEAH LA. i have to admit, it was a good one, and i was THE PERFECT VICTIM

anyways! haha, yesterday was the mark of a ONE YEAR friendship! LOLS.
thanks pretend!
haha, i know la. so touching! and my memory SO good riiiight!
aha. shucks. oh and thanks for jacknife again. damn sharp.

there can be miracles, when you believe.
dont you every say you cant do it.
you always can.
cos it's you.
and whenever you set your heart out to do something.
you can do it.

anyways! i'll post about what i've learnt.. and stuyff later la. my hands are pain from all the typing! AHA. yea.
oh, and point to note. my voice is GOING.
haha, thanks to all the Ovaltine powder ate while at camp. TSKK.

to serve, to strive and not to yield.

with that, my obs journey begins.

sprinkled in glitter.
9:02 AM

Sunday, September 17, 2006

walk the star-dusted road
feel the path and see how it winds
touch the gravel, kick the sand
try to do all you can, while the sun shines.

see the sun setting
hear the fluttering of wings
sense the rush to go somewhere safe,
to where no one knows, while the sun shines.

you wonder why
ponder your actions
plan the next course of action
and run, while the sun shines.

the sun, just a little more before it's gone
and the silence creeps
a silent scream and a haunting weep
wishing you weren't here, while the sun still shines.

the darkness hastens
its chilling demeanour terrorizes your footsteps
from long strides and leaps to small baby steps
all these after the sun had shined.

you see your impending doom
an arrow of hate and death shot from a bow
you feel the pain, the hurt. and go down and hit the floor hard, cold and lifeless
writhing in pain, while the sun died long before you.

feel the agony
touch death's hand
but it goes away, refusing your hand
and leaves you there to live on.

you must wonder why
and i wondered just as much too.

a choir of angels
they hear your agonising cries
pick you up and heal your wounds
just like they healed mine too.

that's not how it ends
you awake from it all the very next day
to think it was all a dream
but you receive a half a million smses on your handphone
and all of them seem to say: take care yeah? hope you're better now.

you realize that those angels you saw
weren't really too faraway
in fact if you can recall how they looked like
you'll know what i mean.

they looked a lot like your buddies in school, your pals at church, your old classmates, your newfound friends, your girlfriend/boyfriend and all.
while you're lost in your train of thoughts
all of them in that mental image of yours seem to smile for a split second and then the picture stays the same for eternity.

you treasure that moment,
that dream and hope that it will last you a lifetime.
and now you wish that you could make a difference in their lives too.
but fret not for it is never too late.
sometimes all they need is a listening ear, a helping hand or just your prescence alone will do.
and there's God too. He'll be your friend, till the end of time.

FRIENDS are the ones that will hold you together.

when things get bad.

when you are in your darkest hour.

treat them with respect,

love and care.

and you will deserve the same.

never abandon your friends,

for those moments will live on

in your heart.

quote Alex.

i never knew he was such a strong writer.

i dont know what i'd do without my friends

they make up the stars.

i'll be going for OBS soon.

i'll miss so many people!

EUGENE, NAT!

JESS, SU ANNE, SHIRIN, JANNAH !

take care (:

and pray i dont have to kill a wild boar for food.

TSK MARCUS TAN.

and congrats to melvin for guessing my CCA.

HAHAHA. i shall list what, marcus, marcus and melvin guessed.

1.Tennis

2.Netball

3.Gymnastics

4.Martial arts (!?)

5.Squash

i almost died. thanks for guessing, melvin! HAHA.

i shall now blog abt YTD!

the art thing was SO SUPER FUN.

once in a life time chance.

never in my life have i wasted so much paint, or had so much fun!

rolling in red paint to create this masterpiece with tsi yin.

and lying on paper laid all over the floor and painting our outlines with brushed the size of broom sticks!

major paint wastage.

SO FUN.

no grades.

no prep.

pure expression.

tsi yin and i walked round toa payoh with our painted t-shirts.

SO FUNNY.

this person in NIE asked to have us photographed. LOLS.

catechism then mass.

THANKS MARC, MELVIN, JARED and EUGENE for all touching the obs stuff eugene helped me get..

special mention to jared- for waiting for me? haha. OOPS. sorry la.

and melvin- who told me how to use all the stuff.

i still think i'll end up burning my finger.

stood outside macs for quite a long time. deciding what to do.

he came for mass.

to see me.

and like.

i didnt ask him to come.

and i told him i couldnt go for dinner with him.

not cos i couldnt.

i didnt want to.

he told me it's alright.

so we left. marc, yen yen and i.

and i realised.

it's too much.

i cant take it.

not anymore.

no more loves.

no more <333

no more (:s.

frankly. i put it across.

SORRY. no.

i told him hes been nice.

but i dont feel the same way.

crushed in less than a minute.

i feel so mean.

you have no idea how awful it feels.

how guilty you feel.

how much you feel like crying.

you feel like the person you rejected.

he said he'd take it slower.

to not rush.

he asked for another chance.

to give us another chance.

but NO. SORRY.

so it ends.

there goes another heart.

"you realize that those angels you saw
weren't really too faraway."
you made me realise that.
and moved me with those words.

sprinkled in glitter.
2:24 PM

Friday, September 15, 2006

OMG. and cikgu said i got like around 28 and 30 upon 40 for my malay oral.
HAPPPPPY.
last time i had like 24/40. so like improvement.
and i found it quite amazing that she said the examiner said i talked A LOT.

HAHAHA.
for english, it's understood la, but MALAY!
LOL.

even in malay!
unbelievable!

tsk, i cant believe it la!
haha, it takes me like five seconds to form the sentence in my HEADDD though. HAHA, yea.
and i couldnt even remember what GRASS was cos i was so nervous.
it's rumput! SHUCKS.
and a lot of other words.
for security guard i was like. orang yang menjaga tempat itu.instead of like penjaga -.-"
i just thought of that.
LOL.
and like yeah! but i did talk A LOT. HAHA.

at least i got a good grade..

sprinkled in glitter.
9:19 PM

MAG USED TO WASH HER BARBIE DOLLS' HAIR
-.-"
like i promised, it made the headlines for todays post. TEEHEE.

School was pretty much normal todaaay.
Nothing much happened.. yeaaaa.
we had a war simulation during history, well, at least thats what i called it. shirin shot a rubberband at me! so like, WAR!
made paper bullets, and had FUN during history. damn funny.
me, manda, su and jess against mad, shirin, jannah and mag.
so funny can.
the just kept taking the ammo we shot at them, cos they didnt have any rubberbands, and they didnt know how to shoot -.-"
we won la duh. TSKKKK. shirin screamed so loudly when i fired the first shot.

Going for OBS the whole of next week! So this might just be my last time online for the next seven daysss.

Mmhmm! I kinda cant wait. Plus! Eug said we’re going to be with SAC!
omg. i asked audrey and she's going! so fun man. we haven't seen each other in AGES.

anyways. had maths lesson on binomial theorem.
like er?
i didnt know what miss krishna was teaching and she didnt really care so i managed to finish all my hw, plus copy what she wrote on the board-which was a lot- in like TWO HOURS.
for those who havent done the physics w/s, it's DAMN EASY.

and chem also, EASY.
and i did all my maths hw-which doesnt need to be handed in- FOR ONCE!
all okaaaay.
on binomial expansion somemore.
it's quite FUN actually. once you get the know it. yea! ubt makes you SIAN very easily.

i was supposed to get my earrings! but my brother didnt want to go to raffles city. so like. we're stuck home. which is SO ANNOYING CAN.
YEAAA. and we were all dressed up.
so that kinhda pissed me off.
yea.

i have yet to pack for obs. though i wrote out-a very detailed- pack list..
yup.
i'm gonna be SO BUSY tmr.

there's art from EIGHT till TWO THIRTY.
then catechism from 3.30 till 5pm.
and choir from 5pm till 7+pm.

haha. SHUCKS.

OMG. i almost forgot.
i cut my hair!
haha, it's quite short when i tie it. but when let down, its like slightly below my shoulder..
mmhmmm.
i quite like it.
it feels so much lighter. and like. its so flickable, hahaha!
cos like, i've got a fringe at the side. cos the hair's slightly shorter! YEAH!

i've come to the conclusion that i still do.

and oh, i'm kinda in a dilemma. so like YEAH. TSKKKKKK.

i dont ask for it okay! i dont even do anything.

sprinkled in glitter.
8:14 PM

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

hey hey.

today was retarded. haha.
i was practically being stalked?
but haha, it was funny.
they followed me all the way hme, then they were like. look beihnd you -.-"
HAHA. yeaaaa.

talked on the phone for almost two hours..

omg. STINCH PENNY played today.
they're from aussie. yeaaa. Geraldson.
they play better than sitting in front of the class during CME la. and they played Blessed be your name. which made me HAPPY.

tim! guitarist!

Mike! guitarist tooooo.

Asher! guitarist tooooo.

Jarred! drummer!SO PRO can.

ZAC.
lead singer.
haha, HOT.

other than that. nothing much happened today.

sprinkled in glitter.
9:57 PM

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

=D
everyday =D

Tag me if you wish and:
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll challenge you to try something.
3. I'll pick a colour that I associate with you.
4. I'll tell you something I like about you.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory about you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wanted to ask you.
8. You must post this on yours.

here's what iddie said (:

Sam Branson
1. You're a really sweet girl (:
2. I challenge you to... smile like this: =D every day!
3. Red and yellow
4. You say 'hello' out of the blue and it makes me smile :D
5. Some girl from Risen Christ, heh.
6. A mouse!
7. How'd you get to know me?

and she just made my day man. <333

OKAY LA.

sprinkled in glitter.
7:39 PM

Monday, September 11, 2006

i'm a failed chemist man.
TOTALLY.
yea.
no hope.

YEA.
shucks.
but i wasnt as depressed as i was when i didnt get my redox.
i started tearing la.
and when i tea, it's actually considered as MAJORLY crying.
cos i'm holding back tears, so thats why i only tear, and not turn into a human hosepipe.

MMHMM.
i guess someday i'll know that i really study very hard, and deserved to have passed, then i'll cry for chem.
though during chem tosday, when i got back my paper (i failed btw)
i recalled how much i cried during mid-years.

I CRIED LIKE SHIT LA.
ans when i cry, my ears shrink and turn damn red. so yeah.
it was like that man.
and i was whining.

i failed both my sciences ):
my dad's gonna make me quit choir.
and we're getting A maths next ):
i know i failed that.
it's gonna make me cry more ):
i failed by ONE MARK okay.
one freaking mark.
one freaking mark.
i couldve passed.

I COULD HAVE.
I COULD HAVE
I COULD HAVE.

and i realised i was just making myself feel worst.
and i was just saying all that to give myself more reason to cry.
and i just realised that today.
four months to realise that crying cos of your studies isn't really a good reason.
even if you strongly feel you didnt deserve that grade, well you got it.
and nothing you do or say can change it.

but you COULD HAVE done better.
COULD HAVE.

you can change anything before it happens again.
YOU CAN CHANGE ANYTHING YOU WANT.
COS ITS YOU.

and yea. i feel really strongly about people when they're sad or down.
i can't take it.
esp if they're my friends.
i'd want smth done about.
and i'd do anything to make them happy.
and i realise that.
hmm.
perhaps i should be like a councilor or smth.
YOU CAN CHANGE ANYTHING YOU WANT.
ITS JUST UP TO YOU WHETHER YOU MAKE THE EFFORT TO.

and i'll help you paint that rainbow.

SO YES sam.
you can pass anything you want.
it's just up to you whether you make the effort to.

but sometimes i'm just not strong enough.
i'm lacking in the department of persistance.

I should learn from the elephant who sat on the egg.

oh, and i miss NAT.
and all the fun we have every saturday with the legion guys man.
no homework again.
but i need to do art.

and i'm still sick man. shucks.
yea.

I KNOW YOU KNOW THAT I KNOW YOU KNOW that i sound like a BIMBO. and i scream like one. ~~and i'm gonna sound more like one now.~~ but ah, what the heck.
i'm having a bimbo moment here and now.. so yeah, bear with me..

i want my new earrings SO BAD.
raffles city, i'm coming this week.
I SO AM please.
its LIKE OMG.
I SO should have bought them on saturday.
LIKE YEAH!
why didnt i!
oh man.
i so should have la.
haiyo.
now i have to waste time and go there JUST TO get them.
OMG! what if it's SOLD OUT.
wah. i'll cry la.
hmm. it's a sign from GOD that i shoudnt give up THIRTY FOUR bucks.
unless any kind soul wishes to SPONSOR them.
HAHA, then i wouldnt be BROKE.
but nah.
i'm getting them by hook or by crook!
I WANT my earrings SO BAAAAD.
really man.
yeaaaaaa.

~~OKAY.Now that thats over, you can call me a bimbo.~~ TSK.

as eugene would say- CHEAP THRILL LA.

sprinkled in glitter.
6:39 PM

Sunday, September 10, 2006

my dad restarted and rebootd the WHOLE thing.
so like yea. all my NICE photos for msn are gone. cept for the fact that luckily, i saved them in a CD. cept that i cant find that cd for now. SO YEA. all my data is LOST.
yea.
LOST.

yea.

st igs confi is over! so faaaaast la.
and yea.
i'm sad i couldnt make it.

looking for st igs confi photos now. i want to see vicky in a skirt (:
now i cant wait for my confi (:
19th NOVEMBER 2006

yea. nothing much. i finished mugging chem.
i made a table on excel with all the air pollutants SO. if anyone wants it. ask me yea?
dont waste time typing out one yourself..
yea.

shucks.

HAPPEEEEE FIFTEEEENTH BIIITIIRTHDAY EUGENEEE!
another year older, another year wiser (:
glad you liked the present! HAHA. i did too.

~~he'll still be cute in the morning.~~
and the next morning
and the next morning
and every morning after.

sprinkled in glitter.
3:40 PM

Saturday, September 09, 2006

OMG.

i cant change my dp.
or my msn name.
AH.

anyways.
IJTP won the bible quiz (: so happy.

peter mark dispensed my number to his friend.
who has since been flattering me.
HAHA.
YEAH.

and yea. jon and eug like their presents! so i'm happy.
-eugene!
the present really can drink the tea!it's super ex mango tea.
and it's not expired. real one. i took from my mum.

yup (:
and haha yea (:
i'm happy!
i'm gonna get my 34 dollar pair of earrings from accesorize (:
i'm happy.

~~oh he's still be cute in the morning.~~

i'll post longer tmr of smth. i'm too happy to type now (:

sprinkled in glitter.
9:25 PM

Friday, September 08, 2006

HOLS are ALMOST OVER.
TSK.
but today's friday! HAPPY HAPPY.

happy birthday clarissa!
though i doubt, you'll be seeing this.
haha. i won't forget all the times we used to write to each other in primary school.. YEAA.
another year older, another year WISER yes yes. (:
loves.

Nat's coming OVERRRRR soon! i can't wait please.
and Amanda's coming later (:

~~meanwhile.~~
i shall daydream about that HOT guy.
sighs.
so hot.

really man!
OH WELLS.
i'm speechless.
(:

another SJI guy.

sprinkled in glitter.
12:24 PM

Thursday, September 07, 2006

HAPPY FIFTEENTH BIRTHDAY JON!

Because you are my friend,
my life is enriched in a myriad of ways.
Like a cool breeze on a sweltering day,
like a ray of sunshine parting glowering clouds,
you lift me up.
In good times, we soar,
like weightless balloons
over neon rainbows.
In bad times, you never fail to make me SMILE
I've learnt so much from you;
you help me see old things in new ways.
I'm a better person for knowing you,.
May your life be filled
with blessings,
just as I am blessed
by being your friend.

hapyy fifteenth! (:
you'll get you present soon. on sat yeah?
i'll get nat to pass it to you, since i cant be there ):
i'll tell you what is is, since you'll be able to tell what it is before even opening the double layer of wrapping paper.

it's a BOOK.
but it's a special book. teehee.
i seriously dont think anyone else will get you what i did. YUP. happy birthday again!

you're my sunshine.

sprinkled in glitter.
12:14 PM

random photo. i LOVE this case thing i have la. haha. YEA.

i am happy today, despite the fact that i'll be staying HOME AGAIN and thati'm grounded till saturday.

1. dinner on friday'll be SO FUN i promise.
2.i'm flowing south today!(okay, you didnt need to know. but..) WHICH MEANS. i wont get it during my OBS. YES YES YES! SO FREAKING HAPPY CAN.
3. i'm gonna cut my hair next WEEEEEK. so i'll have less hair to wash during obs. haha.
4.my curfew's ALMOOOOST over.
5. eventhough i'm sick, so many people are so caring.. asking me how i am and all. makes me feel, er, cared for? or about.
6. it's JON's BIIIIRTHDAY. aha, your present IS SOOOO nice man. soryy it'll be a belated present.
7.i'm seeing NAT soon.
8. i just realised a hot guy. WHOOTS.yea man.hahaha. sighs. hot.

haha. random fact. Sara and Kari from top model are HOT.

sprinkled in glitter.
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