sam's a stressed student with a throbbing headache. so whats new?
it's one of those throbbing headache's.
that makes me feel like i've got a fever.
that makes me feel like crying.
that makes me feel awfully stressed.
and my mind seems to mutilply my current state of stress by like 100.
I'd like to think it's the weather.
school was alright.
rained practically the WHOLE day.
yea. i hate cold weather.
it's so rainy.
it gives this whole aura of dismality (if there's sucha word) and it's seems so sordid.
it's like.
imagine a homeless little girl lost in the streets and it starts raining.
and she gets drenched.
that's how rain seems to me.
it reminds me of Annie.
when you're stuck with a day, that's gray and lonely.
i just stick up my chin, and grin and say oh,
the sun'll come out, tmr.
so you gotta hang on till tmr.
yea, so it's pretty much like that for me.
i was always more of a sunny person.
it's not called sunny disposition for nothing.
sunlight always seems so much happier and more cheery!
i mean, there isnt sucha thing as a rainy disposition.
double standards.
yea.
there's cca day tmr.
i hope recruitment will turn out well.
i mean, who doesnt?
i hope it gets sunny.
rainy days just turn my mood down by half.
or wait, more tha half.
rainy days are the days that i cry the most easily.
dont know.
it's just me?
maybe cos you're busy now dear.
if i read The Dreamwalker's Child now, i'd prolly cry.
it's the first and only book i've ever cried whilst reading.
it's when this young girl realises she's the cause of her whole family's deaths cos of her innocence.
it's really sad.
she was playing on a frozen lake, chasing a blue butterfly. and the ice was too thin in the middle.
and yeah.
it cracked whilst her parents were trying to save her.
and how her teacher in this other dimnesion tells her--
Just because something changes, it doesnt mean that it is lost. Like melting snow, it simply becomes something else. Love cannot be destroyed. The things that matter will stay with you always.
yea.
i'm so tired.
i hate the weather.
it gives this whole aura of dismality (if there's sucha word) and it's seems so sordid.
it's like.
imagine a homeless little girl lost in the streets and it starts raining.
and she gets drenched.
that's how rain seems to me.
it's like no one's there.