Tuesday, February 27, 2007
you're busy girl.
proposals due.
studying to get done.
drafts to submit.
things to think about.
sketches to complete.
t-shirts to collect.
a playground to design.
datelines to reach.
people to care about.
things to do.
money to collect.
people to chase.
irresponsibility to check.
expectations to live up to.
commitments to recognise.
targets to reach.
haha, wtf? i'm almost complaining.
i've been having a throbbing headache on off since sunday.
and as you can tell, i havent been online in quite a period of time.
i'll have to be very general in posting today for basically, the reasons stated above.
clarke quay is gorgeous.
the clouds are so pretty today.
and i'm really too worked up now to blog like normal.
we got our yearbooks today (:
went to make the chess t-shirt.
competition's coming.
it's 20 mins per side this year.
which is a totally drastic change from the usual one hour.
it's annoying, yes.
and i got annoyed, yea.
shopping helps, as always.
omg, march hols are coming.
there's like one thing to look forward to,
and that's the outing.
other than that it's like watching water leak endlessly from a tap.
drip drip drip.
homework filled hols.
i've already got my comp on tues till wed afternoon.
camp on thurs, fri.
which leaves only monday.
AH.
HOLIDAYS.
every year day in day out, i discuss the irony.
sheesh, i wonder if stress ever killed.
if it did, i'd bet half or singapore's students'd be long gone.
no one ever tells you to stop and smell the flowers.
singapore's so clean and green, but hey, we haven't the time to appreciate it all.
sad, eh.
well,
having to mug my head off at twelve am's sadder.
ah, one day i'll make headlines.
if there's anything i need to think about, it's balance.
what is balance.
ah, here's pending a long and reflective post.
balance.
as in new balance.
balance.
the abilty to somewhat juggle academics, cca, commitments, family friends and personal time.
ah, i really dont wanna think bout this.
maybe cos it makes me feel so unbalanced now.
right now.
all i wanna do is sleep,
sleep and listen to Not Ready to Make Nice, and tell you i love you, like you dont already know.edit--tag replies!hi teresa!HAHAHA. OLGA ! (: imma good spy, yes?thanks mag!anon, it's from FOX at Plaza Sing.they've got it in pink there as well, and they've got it in baby blue at the junction eight outlet.it might be sold out by now though you can try. mmhmm (:so yea.it's been a drag.thirty five weeks.i'm so irked now.cos my internet is SO LAG.and i've begun to think how scary i can get sometimes.when i'm angry.or feeling so depressed, i cant think.or when i act on impulse.or when i'm pmsing.it's just that i-want-everybody-to-go-away-and-leave-me-alone feeling.then it's like BOOM, no one is talking to you, you're all alone.so it's like, wow.serious bubble bursting.ah, i'm rambling.and you'll prolly not understand what i just said but, ah heck.too much shit.it's those short instances when i think about random people.and how they areand i worry.fish it.
sprinkled in glitter.
6:40 PM
